I blew off my meetings and met with Ben and laid it all out. Best advice was avoid as much contact as possible. If I feel the need to reach out to call or text someone else. So I elect my sister. I leave her a voice mail and her know and then text her about the peppermint shake now available at chick-fil-a. She texts back how much her son will love it.
I take a small nap and get ready for my book club which is cancelled but I don’t get the message. I start going into a mental rant and then hear I wasnt the only one that missed the message.
Another life lesson to not take things personally, be present in the moment, and accept the world as it is not as I read into it.
Tomorrow there is work to do, people to meet, and resumes to send out. I might also look into different Buddhist groups in the area and maybe get my head straight that way..