I know people keep saying nasty things about me moving back to Orange County, but I can’t shake the thought that I don’t belong here anymore.
I can’t stand San Diego, and I do not really enjoy parts of the school. Some of it is boring, and some classes are adversarial. The Ancient Church class professor is a bit arrogant. He makes fun of everyone out of his own religious style. The one class I like is Theologic. That has some intellectual interest in me.
I’m really jus thinking of giving in and being a bartender for the craft beer industry. I can’t stand my life anymore and most days I wake up wanting to slit my wrists. It’s not a healthy place to be.
My daughter doesn’t want to live with my ex-wife, and I can’t think of a life where I’m not part of her life. However, I can no longer stand my ex-wife and all of her lies. I need to get out of this place and her reach. She really is someone who destroys everything she touches.
Maybe it’s time to live down and enjoy my life.
Maybe it’s time to travel and see the world? My counselor said it was the best thing for me to leave for a couple of years. Maybe the insanity level of my ex has gotten to a place of necessity. Maybe the world would appreciate a man who traveled before his life was over…