The realtor seems to think there are multiple offers since it was priced below market. I sent in an offer, but the buyer already said they would be a counter offer. Not sure what that means, but if they are anything like my agent they are playing a game of getting enough offers to compete against each other.

I don’t really want to go to much higher than necessary, but I am an all cash deal with the sale of this house so I don’t have to qualify.

The kids are still weighing heavy on my mind. I know the less time I spend with them the worse things get for them. My son will eventually be institutionalized and my daughter already has a high percentage of drug use / going to jail / early pregnancy / suicide. I can’t imagine my life without them in it. I know I can’t change much right now but trying to heal myself and keeping myself alive. But spending so much time trying to protect the little ones from a life they don’t deserve and I can’t change isn’t good for me. I don’t know how to change things anymore. Hopefully God has a plan for me, and it includes keeping them happy and alive.

They were the best part of my life and they are slowing drifting away. The heartbreak is overwhelming.

This is so not what I wanted for my life. Right now I don’t even know how to pick up the pieces anymore. Broken shards of my life all over the place and not a glue stick around to put it back together…

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