Spent most of today just lazying around. I’ve got a cold of sorts, and wasn’t interested in finishing the day strong. I mostly just spent the day watching tv.
I’m sure there is nothing going on in my life right now, but I need to start moving in the right direction. Constantly fumbling around leads me to suicidal thoughts. There isn’t much to do in my life right now. I’m hoping my Father will intervene at some point in time and help me out financially. I will need some spending cash to go out in the world. I’ll also need some for dating if I decide to start that process again. Maybe in 2018?