Even my daughter started crying last night when she realized how unhealthy Heidi’s weight is. Looking at her today she has lost more weight, and I’m actually scared she will die soon.

My daughter and I prayed for Heidi to not die. Not sure it will help much. I honestly think Heidi’s guilt is getting the better of her. I’m not sure what Chris makes her do, but it must be pressing her buttons as well. I doubt she weighs more than 65 pounds. That’s scary for 5 foot 4 inches.

I hope she doesn’t pass soon. I need to get some classes done at WSC. As well as losing a good amount of weight for my 1/2 marathon the first weekend in June.

I can’t even imagine having to live in that house after everything that has gone down in it. I guess I just need to let it all go.

Plus having to face everyone again from 3040 would suck. As a single parent having to manage kids and the drama of that group; maybe just settle into Saddleback and WSC. That would be the safest route.

Then having to budget insurance and rent and food, plus pre- and post-school for the kids; it would bankrupt me so much faster than necessary. I would need to get a job just for the healthcare.

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