This is what I hate about Borderlines. They never give up any information. She is going out of town for an interview and she won’t tell me where. It’s none of my business.
I’m hoping it’s just an out of the trip with her boyfriend, but I don’t have the financial means to fight it in court without a job. I will be heartbroken and so will the kids. I’m there only safe haven and if she moves then I will not see them much anymore. I will be all alone in San Diego.
I sit here and ponder what does life have in store for me without my kids? Maybe this is a teaching moment for me? Maybe I am supposed to be different, but I don’t know how to handle life without my kids. They will be hurt without someone taking care of them. I can’t even imagine what they will go through in life without me there as a positive influence.