Her parents are in town and they want to see the kids even though it’s not her week. As usual, she has the arrogance and audacity to ask for a favor. It’s like she has no clue that she is interfering with my time with the kids.

She doesn’t care about anyone, but herself. The kids told me she is going to the Grand Canyon this week with Chris. I doubt she will survive the ordeal if she is hiking there. Otherwise, she will get drunk and eventually cave to her anorexia. Either way she is going to get her death either way. No one sees what I see. She is way too thin for her health.

Eventually, she will pass away and I will deal with the wreckage. It’s always me cleaning up her mess. I hope God has a plan for me, otherwise, we will all starve to death. I would have to see my kids die that way. They don’t deserve it. Neither do I.

I may have to move away to survive with the kids. We shall see what God has in store for me. It won’t be easy, but my kids are with it!