Kansas is married, and she doesn’t like me. I saw her two days ago, and she had her husband speed up so I wouldn’t know where they went.

I think Austin is the best option for me. My son called a couple of times last night, but I was already asleep. I think Heidi tried to hurt him. If that is the case, then I have no choice but to take him with me. That’s not fair to him.

There is always an issue with Heidi. She doesn’t care about herself or others. She just cares about herself and her insanity. She doesn’t love anyone but herself and never will like anyone else, but herself. She is always trying to destroy others and never tho is about anyone else but herself. She is a destructive force that knows no love, compassion, or mercy for anyone. One day she will die, and things will end over their.

They will be my children and no one will love them the way that I do. That is the one thing I have that they don’t get from Heidi. ❤️

At some point in time, I need to leave this insanity behind me and watch the world from a distance. There will always be a place for me in this world. Just not in So Cal.