We are going to go to mediation, which means we don’t have to go by the State of California law. But she wants, demands that we adhere to it. There is a time and place for moving to Austin, I don’t think right now is the time.

What happens if she dies soon? Will she kill one or both of my kids? At least I am safe from her constant harassment. My son called me last week to complain about his mom. He is the one I see in the reflection drowning in blood. When I took a picture a couple of days ago he waved at me. I thought that was funny since he knows I always wave at him. Funny to see the demons make him wave. He was also dressed in normal clothes.

I guess the danger is still there. There will always be a danger with her in the picture. She doesn’t care about the kids, only her need for self-gratification. That’s her issue and it will die with her one-day. I just hope I am there to see it, without having to bury both of my kids.